Annoyed

I am so incredibly irritated today. I HATE waiting and so of course I am WAITING ever so impatiently to find out if our house is going to be approved by the lender. I am thoroughly annoyed with the situation and feel like I'm at a crossroads. Should we buy, should we rent, where should we live in either case, or should we say "to hell with it all" and just move to Germany sooner than planned? I don't know if our bad luck is a sign that it just isn't meant to be or if I'm just too hasty and am not giving things a chance. The more and more we live here at our current residence, the more and more I find that I absolutely can't stand the place. The worst part about this whole ordeal is that Chris is completely impartial to the house, the wait, pretty much everything. Nobody cares about this as much as I do so there is no one to vent to who truly understands. I am frustrated and stressed. Maybe Monday will bear some news, good or bad, I just want to know SOMETHING!

Just the beginning

I never saw myself as a follower, however I'm beginning to realize I DO follow the crowd. I cursed myspace for the longest time because of it's gossipy nature but then made an account and am an avid user. Damn me! Then, my sister became a regular blogger on this site which seems easy to use and easy to read. Even with her coaxing, I seemed to resist the temptation to join yet another site I have absolutely no time for. As I made my way to the computer on this very fine day, what shall be awaiting me but a blog on this site written by my incredibly talented husband. Now I know I will spend considerable time reading blogs from my sister and husband and thought, aww what the hell, what's one more site??? Originally I would have thought to use this blog primarily for updates of my son and his progress as my sister does, but then I got a selfish streak and decided to include every aspect of my life. Jenna is back in all her glory!!! I hope my life is exciting enough for a blog about it. (: