Annoyed

I am so incredibly irritated today. I HATE waiting and so of course I am WAITING ever so impatiently to find out if our house is going to be approved by the lender. I am thoroughly annoyed with the situation and feel like I'm at a crossroads. Should we buy, should we rent, where should we live in either case, or should we say "to hell with it all" and just move to Germany sooner than planned? I don't know if our bad luck is a sign that it just isn't meant to be or if I'm just too hasty and am not giving things a chance. The more and more we live here at our current residence, the more and more I find that I absolutely can't stand the place. The worst part about this whole ordeal is that Chris is completely impartial to the house, the wait, pretty much everything. Nobody cares about this as much as I do so there is no one to vent to who truly understands. I am frustrated and stressed. Maybe Monday will bear some news, good or bad, I just want to know SOMETHING!